I couldn't tell you which end was up this past semester because I was so busy! Now it's Summer and just as I should be relaxing on the beach basking in the warm sun, I am taking Chemistry during both Summer Sessions. I don't really mind because it keeps me busy and I really enjoy being in school. I don't know if anyone still reads this journal or not but I have made my final decision to finish my Biology degree and take the MCAT so that I can apply to medical school upon graduation. If they don't accept me on my first shot I'm not by any means giving up! I'm going to take the GRE and apply to get my Masters in Biology and hopefully I'll be able to do research out at the hospital under some of the doctors so that I can get my foot in the door. I was planning on getting my EMT certification this summer along with my summer courses however due to the amount of hours that I am taking next second summer session I won't be able to commit to the amount of hours that I'll have to put in for the certification. I took a little bit of a blow with that one because I was really excited about my new venture. Life is great right now! Although it is great there are lots of things that are always on my mind. Right now ALL of my girls are in serious relationships and some of them are discussing marriage. I haven't dated anyone long-term in almost two years. I just miss having someone there to try to build something with but I know that I can not handle a relationship right now with the increasing activity/stress level in my life! I don't even want a relationship but it's all of these damn wedding shows that keep coming on T.V. that I feel compelled to watch for whatever reason? Hell I don't even want to get married before I am thirty! However, I do know that from my past relationships I have learned to never settle for anything less than the best . . . If I never find that special someone that's okay because I am the most special person in my life besides my family! And above everyone my Family and I come first. I say that but I am such a giver. I do everything for my friends and there are very few of you guys that don't use me and walk all over me. I just love those of you dearly who stick with me through all of the good and the bad! If I don't get back to this thing for a few weeks good luck and be safe this summer! I love you all!!!

* I apologize for the run-on sentences and any grammar errors but I am watching yet another wedding show . . . Rob and Amber . . . I hope I find someone like that someday! Goodnight!